The Spirit of the Dance
by Tamsin Murray
The writer T. S. Eliot used a technique called the objective correlative to intensify and create an emotional
reaction in the reader. He would put, side by side, two seemingly disconnected images. As disconcerting as it was, he created
a means to harness those impressions and feelings that were so difficult to communicate in this language and he did it extremely
well.
In the same way, as much as dance and spiritual work are seemingly unrelated in the western culture, the work
of bringing them together is a continual acknowledgement and acceptance of the interplay between the senses and the spirit.
Allowing the essence to lead rather than the form is quite foreign in classical western dance forms. Here,
the highest form of dance requires an intense training that over time deforms the body and renders the most accomplished to
imitate and re- enact classical stories. In the world of the Sufi, this is not at all the case.
Within the work of Adnan Sarhan, Sufi Master and Drummer, the dance acts as a vehicle for the union of concentration
and individual expression to engage the senses in a positive and creative way. It brings dance to the level of healing through
joy, ecstasy and learning to allow the music and the moment to lead us into our bodies. Not just the muscular body of our
flesh but the house of our emotions, psyche, heart, instincts - making dance an exploration of how to utilize our senses to
awaken the spirit, our connection to existence.
The transfiguration of the being is total. Adnan often says that peace is the highest and most powerful vibration.
To vibrate peacefully, to allow the healing process to exist seems to make sense though I wouldn't really have understood
had I not seen how it affected me.
Before I began the to work with Adnan Sarhan I danced in nightclubs to de-stress and because I loved to dance.
I had wanted to dance as a career but had grown up with the idea that if you didn't start at age 4 it was too late. Dancing
to choreography of any sort was a nightmare for me and learning to dance seemed very distant from wanting to dance. My femininity
was locked away for fear it would attract the wrong kind of attention. As such, to be soft and sensual and strong at the same
time was alien.
I had read about Sufi since being a teenager and had some sense that it was connected to a dance that would
bring about higher consciousness but at that time the only vision I had seen of that was Peter Brook's film about Gurdjieff
that featured highly choreographed movements. When I walked into Adnan's workshop I had a completely different experience.
I saw very soft feminine women and gentle men. When we danced, many of them closed their eyes and moved freely around each
other. The music was beautiful, so full of feeling and sensitivity and it just kept on going in very long songs.
I bounced around still extremely self conscious and felt very angular, but when I went home after the last
day of the weekend workshop, the radio had similar music playing. With the lights turned off I began to dance and move with
a femininity I had never expressed in my life for fear of ridicule. I had never moved my hips so gently and never allowed
myself to close my eyes and feel what was happening inside me. That in of itself was a shift in consciousness.
In the years I have studied with Adnan and through the profound changes that have occurred in my life, my
dance has mirrored the transformation of a creature mired in arrogance and volatile egotism to someone who is learning to
let go of the artifice of control. I was very frightened to feel anything when I began his work let alone express it through
dance in a public place where my mistakes and frailties could be seen. Through his work I began to see what is a habit of
fear, what is an expression of love and how dancing from the heart without any embellishments, fear or disguise was a powerful
event in the soul as well as in public.
Dancing is akin to life. Finding a teacher who offers dance as a companion to spiritual work and who guides
sensuality towards expressing the yearning for the divine is perhaps the most amazing expression of love I have known. When
I am able to see how love is expressed without condition, when I am able to hear the voices of Om Kalthum or Banan or to see
dancers who create a spiritual ecstasy in the atmosphere, or when I dance and sing at the same time with the feeling of them
coming from deep in my heart I feel gratitude for everything. I feel love for life.
When this feeling comes it harkens the expansion of the life force that I hear and see in all those people
whose hearts are so big, that from them usher the inspiration for others to connect with the beauty and the majesty in existence.
Dance and music with spirit can heal the most injured, produce the most beautiful moments and turn the most
hardened into a believer in love. When my soul yearns for freedom it is able to be free through dance. Beauty, perfection,
depth, joy, companionship, effort, concentration, honesty, compassion, art and science all coexist within the work that Adnan
Sarhan does, allowing the dance to grow endlessly beyond the song. - http://www.discoverbellydance.com/Vol_22_No_1.htm